been busy for the past few days
shopping, singing, dreaming

had my accounts paper in the morning
goodness! its been more than a year
since i ever sat for a paper...

shall not elaborate on it
what's done is done

his footsteps were nowhere to be seen
been thinking about it for the weekend
his images kept appearing
perhaps you guys were right
he's a decent dude
amongst those i know...*bleahx

wellx, till then
we shall see...
i'm rushing for time...

thanks to xiaozhu ar
who are u huh?

he or she mentioned PASTA
and this very minute
i really feel like eating PASTA!

shit! pasta pasta pasta
argh! i feel like eating pasta from
PASTA CAFE!

if u think pastamania is nice enough
PASTA CAFE IS NICER!

ohana

OHANA
means family!

wellx, i missed this phrase!

I MISSED SI JIE MEI!

i was reading a mag when i came across the
OHANA...

i still could recollect those days

when jas, me, steph n vian

recited the definition of OHANA
over and over again!

missed the gals!

missed those days!

missed time being alone!

missed time spent in nhss!

screaming, yelling, joking,

running bout the corridors!

missed pandian's girl's gang!

missed laughing about surin n khoo!

missed everyone!

what happened was all a mistake
first time they took my jokes seriously
or rather
they were trying to play a prank on me
*blush!
hahax..think he'll be running away
if we meet in school
so embarrassed la...
this time..
the guys really proved that
they were the best of buds of mine!
thanks ar...
make me embarrassed!
*prays that it'll only be kept among the 5 of us!

ding dong ding dong!
muahaha..i'm kinda tired but wells...

whole class went wahman's house yesterday
thanks to wahman ar..
me kaiting and yijie were stuck in the middle of still road
with heavy ongoing traffic!
and he made us walk two stretches of LORONG M!
worse than climbing up Ngee Ann's hill lo!
thanks lotx ar!
and the taxi driver!
CHEAT OUR MONEY! shit him!

anyway, yesterday was wahman's birthday celebration
today is his 18th birthday..so HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA!
his house is VERY the big!
and can u believe it..the house has only 2 people living in it
wellx, haha...

sadly..no matter how big his house was
he doesn't own any mahjong set la!
to think he speaks fabulous CANTONESE!

anyway, the whole class went to ransack his computer
and of cux
our most experienced uncle leon
managed to discover wahman's rich collection of porn!
and zhikai even claims he owns one of those interesting ones!
*diaox

the interesting part is at night!
cux we took bus 13 to reach eunos MRT
but somehow or what
perhaps fate was trying to amuse us
we missed the stop and it brought us all the way
past GEYLANG!
the red light district too!
muahaha..and the class seemed rather amused!
imagine leon saliva dripping..
muahaha...

hahax..k la..
had a nice day yesterday
but i'm feeling damn exhausted now..
thats for all...
tatax

met leslie and his junior mindy today
she looks sweet and pretty
those appealing freckles
and she has this interesting friend from BIT
edmund? eugene? no idea...haha

then I MET NEH NEH!
LINUS! although he claims he's ugly
but i think he still shuai shuai leh!
he might be coming NP
which is good! hahax..

make it real or take it all away?
hmm...makes me ponder over this new philosophy

had a nice day today!
tomorrow will be nicer!
cux the whole class is going wahman's house!
and perhaps kite flying!
*yeahsx

changed my bloggie address

and changed the skin...
can you guys see the falling hearts?
i created this skin using an hour [for your info]

wells, just read dear's blog
she's kinda stress again
have no idea why
or rather the main particular reason
she didn't explain
but somehow or what
i guess she's tired of some stuffs
perhaps school politics?
family politics?
or she needs to be loved?

i can be there for her though
as a friend
but somehow she needs to be loved
definitely not by me
she's straight right? she needs a nice young lad...
maybe that might help her to cheer things up

or perhaps leaving that school she is in?

cheer up dearie!
valentines day coming! have FUN la! kk
love ya always de *muacksxx

izzit true that
whenever the month of love is approaching
many face problematic love issues?
somehow or what
i think it is!
CHEER UP pals!

it's not the end of the world
if he or she doesn't call, sms
or go home with u!
we still have kitex! *muackxx

fly kite

i finally accomplished my long awaited wish

i flew kites today
with rebecca =)
it was very funny!
i believe most of you guys have heard
or seen kites being stuck within trees

and i can confirm, guarantee cum a CHOP
that you guys have never heard that a kite
could be stuck within the LRT station!

mine did
and it was nearly executed by the coming LRT train
but fortunately i managed to save my dear owl kite!

hahax..rebecca should go kite flying with demure on VALENTINES!

THANKX AR

today is monday

monday is a good day

look at rebx blog

mei mei...

look at her hair

muahahaha...mei mei la...

and today me, kaiting, rebx and yijie

ate ICE CREAM! $2.60 for 3 scoops

GOOD PRICE!

and thxs to MR FOO FANG MING!

he has my ideal laptop

he's been discriminating me

pouring cold water on me

and when i claimed that i'm just being natural

guess what he said?

NATURAL LIAR?

well, hurhur....=X

human beings are vulnerable

we face changes
practically every single day and after
or perhaps every ticking second?

there are so many things happening
on the surface
or deep beneath humans' lies

some that we knew it coming
some which caught us unprepared

what can i say?
changes are so common and never-ending
that i'm basically numb to em

i really hope that
things may remain the way they were
or rather, better

but if fate was to let them be they way they are
then let it be

i'll just learn to be adaptive

we are such close friends

it was his birthday yesterday
i wished him
Happy 19th Birthday
he replied
we are such close friends
i knew you wouldnt forget

5 years of friendship
this was the only year i remembered his birthday
he jumped on me for forgetting it every year
but this year i reminded
and i received such an answer
should i rejoice
or should i let things be the way it was?

had haagen das today
since i had no cravings for Marches ice cream waffle
i shall have it this weekend!
i've been having lots of cravings recenlty
pastas, tutu-kuehs and NACHOS!
and i had this HUGE craving for CHOCOLATES today!
so i lavished myself with
this temptatious amount of luxuriously-caloried chocolate ice-creams
ranging from smooth and creamy ones to dark and thickish ones!
muahahaha...it's really HEAVENLY!
wanted to eat fondue but...perhaps another time!

anyways i was offered 3 jobs in a row for 2 days
sales job...from M1, ronx and ken
i need a job...its not need...I WANT!
but could someone simply offer me a
erm...tuition job, perhaps?
but prays that i could continue with sales by june
i miss my JOB! *prays

ding ding dong

are human beings weak in nature
or life just ain't a bed of roses?

jia jia you ben nan nian de jing
today i heard two stories
that kinds of saddens me

always look on the bright side of life....
sing...
happy shalala, it's so nice to be happy!

today is dear's birthday

yang wo de, known you for like 3 years le..
we've been married for 3 years too
and i lost track of the times we've been divorced

wei le ni, i gave up my youth
and had our beloved daughter , Christine
i've always been guilty about the fact that
i can't give you one "ben de chuan ren"

so i really hope that you won't take it to heart
with that, i wish you a happy M18 birthday!
but you don't seem at all mature to me

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to SOON HUI
Happy Birthday to YOU!

*muackxx
have a nice birthday OK!
all the best in your a levels this year
and i sincerely wish that you find a nice girlfriend
i'll miss you when you go NS de! =P cheeriosx!

i'm so tired!
i just got home after taking a long MRT trip
it's been quite a while since i took a train
and observe its commuters...

well, never expected to spend so much effort on CATS projects
CATS is like, just a crappy module
and my group actually placed in effort to make the artifact
to put it nicely, we spent the whole day making that
in actual fact, we were partying at jueying's house
muahaha! so funny...we talked about many things la...
ranging from this to that...
our conversation isn't "clean" enough to be publicized here

but anyways, my CATS group's fun!
very nice ladies, 3 different girls with 3 different characters!
and well, perhaps we could add the retarded duck in

by the way, i'll like to announce that i'm not a foreigner!
please, i am 100% plus guaranteee plus chop a LOCAL
a pure and truely singaporean!
i'm billingual and fluent in SINGLISH!
*pengx
i have really no idea how cheena i look
my CAts group were still commenting
that i don't look singaporean when they first saw me
and when i was alone in the train

this guy who was opposite me
smiled! so i smiled back as a form of courtesy
and the very next minute
he asked: " are you a local?"
hello!? i really have no idea what i have done to myself
i am not from china! or whatsoever!
i am a full singaporean...I SWEAR!

me s0 cleber

ding dong ding dong!

today's weather has been great
the sun's hiding behind the clouds
with the wind blowing

and i finally completed one skin!
check out this skin i made for my blog...
it's not very nice though
but...i MADE IT! using dreamweaver
it's considered a mission accomplished
i thought i'm only able to use FrontPage
however, i was totally wrong!

so what do you think of this skin?
it needs improvement...
not just teeny weeny ones
well, largey hugey ones

ding ding ding dong
today's a nice day to fly kitex
but i didn't flew any today

ding dong ding dong!
shi zhi lu kou...CHU FA!

pointless

my presence is here
but my heart isn't

is there any point being here afterall?
perhaps the presence does help

is the one who is able to calm you down
by your side this very moment...
well, there's no point questioning anything
now, at this very point in time

hid myself with guilt yesterday
we are fortunate ba
we always take things for granted
we were never content with what we have

那时我们总有好多话 什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早 却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化 我不想再多说话
经过了相遇和挣扎 我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了 有一天你突然问我
在那个时候 是否也爱着他
我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他 是因为你他开始飞翔
我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长
还记得 那年我们三个许下的愿望 星星骗了我们
我们却因此上了一课 成长必修的学分 我们都一样

one of stefanie's new song <>

soothing melody
meaningful lyrics

two's a pair
three's a crowd
that's why love triangles aren't a popular choice huh?

she never expected her life to be that horrendous
was never ready for these changes

it all came in just a flash
just like the tsunami
killing softly

she missed her past
trying hard to love her present
fearing her future

i was browsing through my brother's past entries
that i discovered

i kept my passion for the council burning. but deep inside me. i know. im tired. tired of having to think deeply bout wad i gonna do, wad i will do, and wad others will do. im sick. sick of my ep3. sick of the monotonous stuff. but i know, in my heart, this was the path i chose, and i guess i have to stick with it.

he sounds like he's tired with school
with council
with NCC
with studies

i totally understand how he feels
fighting, striving, competing

he's starting to mature huh?
not like those days
once he's tired
he'll give up completely

i just felt that
he should be enjoying himself with all these stuffs
monotonous's not the word
perhaps he'll only come to realize
that in the future

somehow or what
he's much more fortunate than anyone
or rather, me
he has the fullest support from my family

i was always alone fighting for my rights OK!
and no one supported whatever i did
from swimming to guiding
from this to that!

thanks ar, brother
always putting me down
complimenting that i won't succeed before i even start
cause he knows that i might overtake him

don't worry
i won't try to overtake you academically
i'm not a mugger like you

at the end of the day
i'm still a nice girl
*words of encouragement
if you think ya the winner, you'll always be one
you don't have to be bothered by the way people look at you
the way people comment about you
the way people puts you down
cux only those who are inferior
those who are jealous
those who have low confidence and lives in fear
will try all ways and means to put you down
advices are meant to be heeded
heeding doesn't mean you have to follow, to abide
but just taking them into consideration
that's all i have to say

perhaps you beg to differ
that's how i feel, though

happy schooling__

today is the first day of school for primary school, secondary school and JC students
well, hope you guys had a nice day...
i believed my youngest brother had his!
the first thing i stepped into the house
he screamed "ISABELLE IS SITTING NEXT TO ME"
WOW! *applause *clap hands *wohoo
he has made tremendous IMProVEMEnT!

i had a wonderful day too...
too wonderful to be true!
i was so tired that i had to drag myself out of bed to attend a 9am tutorial
just to realixe that the tutor was ON M/C...
*abish
and i came home straight after WCOM lecture
to have a nice sleep till now...heeheex

well, i'll be busy in the following weeks
Chinese New Year is waving to me
i'm trying to figure out the Dreamweaver
and puzzles...
what's worst is that...i having piling projects
and time seems to be speeding pass me like a piece of shit!
how nice to start a new year!

*muacksxx...i love myself!

i was browsing through other people's blog and i was simply so bored!
so i decided to take up a few quizzes..ta-dah!

You Are An Independent Girlfriend! Whoa, Ms. Independent! Your guy digs your modern style... But he's sometimes left to wonder if you really like him. Keep that unique spirit, but show him your love a bit more often. No worries - you're light years away from smothering him! What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

independent! NICE ONE! shit it!

happy new year_2oo5

i'll take this chance
before the clock strikes 12 midnight
to wish everyone a Happy New YeaR...
may 2005 be a blessed year ahead for everyone!
2004 has been a traumatic year..
new stage of education, new phase of life...
it's been a well, fruitfull year
not say fruitful but more of a "many lessons learnt", "many new experiences"
not that great but not that bad!
overall, it had been fine!
but...
i'm really looking forward to 2005
somehow or what, i just felt that there will be some changes in my life this year!

new year resolutions!
1) let JJ Lin Jun Jie be my boyfriend, cux i feel that he likes..LOVES to take pictures too!
2) find another nice job or maybe if i'm lucky enough, my mum will let me be back at M1 =P
3) pass my driving on the very first attempt
4) save up my savings and venture in my own business..without any capital from my family or any connections through them...I WILL DO IT ALL BY MY OWN!
5) if just so happens that any company wanna groom me and offer me a scholarship for overseas education
6) can i just have a nice chance, with nice weather to fly kitex?
basically that's all...my resolutionx v nice right!
but i really hope that i could fulfill them all in time =X

thanksgivings over but...
[ muackxxbaby] : u've been a great bunch of gal pals, i miss those violent days we share back in our secondary school days. but it's ok...we'll have a nice time teasing waiters! for jas, vian, xian, xue...study hard for a levels k! get good grades! and we'll go for a tour or cruise after that...for steph...please dun keep falling sick! find a nice nice wealthy boyfriend for those singles and many many happy future anniversaries for couples...cadbury boy and malaysia hunk are good choices...not enough maybe i could help? haha..FLY KITE and MAHJONG with Pinkie!

[ harpi3frenx ] : i love you girls! miss those days! i really miss them all...but somehow or what, we're aging...but we'll always meet up ya? muackxx

[ xxiang ] : u've been a very special friend i met this year...someone i know out of the blue but rather thoughtful towards me...thanks...you better study hard n dun tire yourself out...we've been busy these days but i'll always be there...

[ nan hua peeps ] : you guys may be a year older than i am, a year younger than i am or just my age...there are too many to be named...but i love you guys...from crappy jokes to juicy gossips...can we have a homecoming? hahaxx

[ NP people ] : my class...tb23 and tb12! somehow or what, i just felt that we were fated to be in the same class...may not have known you guys for long but all of you have been fun-loving...cheeriox..for those who i knew under erm...i have no idea how to describe those circumstances..be it from camps, on the bus, online or you live near my house...stay funky n rox oN!

[ yang wo de ] : somehow or what, we have become closer this year..though you may nt support me or give me money but you have been a great hubby! always providing lame jokes...friends forever~

[ dear kenny ] : *this is for lim yihong to see...kenny will always be the best in my heart...3 years ago...3 years later and forever...stop being jealous! boa doesn't love you at all!

[ dear jasline ] : thanks for being there...don't think too much..life will seem easier then...we have knew each other for 5 years ba...many years more to come...stay happy ya? i'm always here...rain or shine...*some people aren't worth it..some are...

that's all...too many names to be mentioned but
i know you guys wun mind...
cux you always get ice cream treats from me right...hahax

to tsunami victims : i'm sorry but some things can't be helped...
the 21st century doesn't seem to have a great beginning
but let's pray that overall, it'll be a great one!