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我爱你 虽然我己经放弃

我爱你 伤心不能再继续

我爱你 虽然心已经远离

我爱你 岂只一句话就说得清

the above part is taken from

a chinese song by 张学友's < 最后一封信 >

well, it's dedicated to one of my dearies...

giving up on someone doesn't mean you no longer love that person

it's just that you have given up hope on being with him or her.

but it doesn't stop fate from bringing you guys back together again

be it a day, a week, a decade, a century or perhaps a lifetime...

i met shan and jas today

women in black...wanted to take pictures but somehow or what

classy suntec doesn't have neo-printx craze shops

we went KBox and had a nice afternoon there

reached home about 9

realixing i only have 5 bucks left..a 2dollar note and 3dollar shillings

thanks ar..my shillings friends!

stop giving me coins

and amazed to see my whole family sitting in front of the tv

WATCHING NEWS!

how nice! no...bad!

21st century seems to be a bad one

so many people died in disasters

be it due to human errors or the nature

once again, this question flashed across my mind

*who will i think of that very minute

well, myself?

i'm going kite-flying tomorrow during my 3 hour break

but i have a feeling my mum will scream at me!

kite-flying is a healthy activity...afterall...

christmas with faber__

i had a wonderful day yesterday!
i finally retrieved my childmood memories
by having a picnic and taking a cable car ride! =)
mount faber is a nice place
but i had expected it to be a hill with grass patches but sadly no
we found a nice place to picnic though...
the food was nice
guess what? i took 45 mins to prepare sandwiches
and vivian took 40 mins to cut the fruits *pengz
and lixian woke up early in the morning to fried the rice
dun believe right? cux i bluff u one...
haha =P anyway...steph didnt come
jas didnt come
xue didnt come but...
kelley came! haven seen her for ages, my look- alike friend
*i dun think so!
just that we spent gossipping for 4 years every saturday
doesn't mean we are twins ok? =)
we took alot of pictures! snapshots and neoprints shots...
damn cool...we headed to sentosa siloso beach at night
the sky was nice and we played with candles and sparklers
vivian and kelley tried to fly the kite like siao char bos
but you see huh...siao char bos won't have the skills to fly kites
so of cux, they didn't managed to fly it... =)
anywayxx...the picnic was fun!
next time we go west coast or botanics la...
got grass patches...then we act F4! *muacksbaby

school's starting for JC huh?
how sad...cux all of us wun have time to meet le!
and they still owe me one kite-flying session
and one KTV session!
and our future holidays wun get to meet!
anyway, i can't wait for next year's holidays to come...
we have intended to go cruising and holidays!
everything's planned!

had a wonderful day on thursday too!
it's like children's day in primary school days!
imagine recieving candies =P
haha...and rebecca and i took pictures with cowy

Merry Christmas!
* mahjong on new year eve?

well, time flies...
it seemed yesterday that i was still idling
now, i'm already fitted in to school life
it's been a long week, well
it will be one...though today's only wednesday
did shopping the whole day
had everything bought within 2 hours in town
with human crowds and traffic jams
this is called efficiency
but i didn't managed to get my own things
=( i'll shop this friday...
i've been spending time with friends that i forgot about myself
it's been a while since i went shopping and chilling alone
well, i'm looking forward to christmas
cux we are doing something different
no mahjong, no movies, no playing with waiters
just the nature!
we are going PICNIC at mount faber!
can you believe it?
and we'll be taking a romantic ride of cable car!
wow! =) *thumbs up
it'll be fun...better than squeezing and fighting with people in town
hup is in tekong...i know he will love to join us...
too bad...but MErry Christmas!

i saw jacinta today...
well, haven seen her for long
people do change
missed those days in school
guides' gossips since i was in sec 1
every saturday without fail
and those days, preparing dance steps
for campfires, RODs and whatever that was

missed guides!

anyway...
MERRY CHRISTMAS! *i'm tired

menopause

i'm feeling very sickly and tired now...
thanks to my mum for waking me up so early...
i was still in bed when her menopause went off
again! it'll evoke at least 2 times a week!
and she starts blabberring off!
first...thanks ar brother!
cux both my brothers went out early in the morn
then my mum, for no reason,
called their hps and yelled at time!
ordered them to come home now!
sick lo! i know it will be my turn next!
so i decided to get out of bed
in case she screams at me if i woke up late, saying
"who ask u come home so late last night, then sleep until so late, waste electricity!"
but i was wrong! totally WRONG!
i woke up then guess what she said?
or rather, screamed!
"why did u come home so late and woke up so early?
later not enough sleep and fall sick, give me all the trouble again!"
like a piece of shit!
so parents out there, please beware!
if your kids starts going out early in the morn
and coming home at night,
please change your way of education okie?
if your kids are still primary school age, maybe you have nothing to worry
but if your kids are the age of my rebellious brother, by the young tender age of 14,
please think back on those days on how you rebelled against your parents!
don't say that you were nice and obedient kids then!
genes run in the blood!

i really feel that the way parents communicate with kids
affects their growing up
i met this 15 year old girl last night
which happens to be a friend's friend
and they met in a somehow or what
disastrous way
it seems to me that she has some hyper disorder
she can even blabber off
in front of a stranger from bout like 8 to all the way 11 plus?
and when we parted with her
she's like hanging out with her new "friends"
to me she's crazy at an age of 15
to me, at least...
sometimes i really wonder how such a girl existed!
she can just break into sounds and voices all of a sudden!
i'm not trying to be biase against her but
it's kinda erm...well

be a nice girl like me k?
don't be like my brother...
he left the house the very minute my mum step out of the door!
sometimes i wonder why i didn't get
a share of his intelligent genes?
or maybe i did but never get to flaunt it?

i think my time-table for friday simply suXx...
IAC's from 10 till 12pm
but mine ended at 11am...
AND
next IS module is at 1pm!
haiXx...watsoever...
my dear jas isn't back in singapore yet la!
where the hell did she go!
anyway...cheng invited me to go JB with
her tuition grp - my ex-mates
tomorrow...and sadly, i can't for some reasons!
how sad...but it's fine...i'll g0 with them the next time
the guys are real fun...missed them!

there's a baby birthday today,
and i'm supposed to attend it
but ta-dah! i have to head down to town
to watch some band performance...

i still remember those days in nan hua...
there will be some bands playing on teachers' day!
i miss teachers' day! all the performances were great!

2 person reminded me that they are being v lonely and bored today...
well, what can i say?

be busy next week then...
i'll try to be...and happier! *smileXx

ps: that person passed by hastily while i was typing this...5 days in a row!

differences

can people from 2 different background,
2 different lifestyles,
2 different aspects of life
be together?
being able to clique is one thing
being together is another thing
that's life, precisely huh?

i saw that person again! 4 days in a row! wahaha!

here i am
just got home with the january issue of cleo
and my mum's arguing that i should have gotten the sylvester cover one
what's her problem?
i bought the mag not because of
tuafik or sylvester...so shut up!
met my last semester advisor
and took a cab down to meet my mum for lunch
it's a nice place though not many people will ever enter that restaurant
cux it's a v country-liked place in a
left-alone place along bukit timah
well, the place's quiet
with only less than 10 tables occupied
mostly caucasians...
there's this uncle from england
he's huge...oops...no! tall and built
and he looks like the graddy from KFC
the place is nice, food is well,
healthy yet nice
and i love their ice cream!
it's so nice until i had one bowl in the restaurant
and got another cone while leaving
cux their ice cream is home-made
with milk from new zealand!
which place ever sells home-made ice cream?
their decorations may just be simple
but i love their written menu on blackboard
the handwriting's so sweet!
what's more is that their service is excellent!
the waitresses are nice, bright smiles
and not those kind of waitress u meet in town
they talk and interact with you
a homely feeling!
and i got a feeling that their buns are home-made too
it may be just a simple bun
*those u get from KFC
but when u take a bite
it's still warm and soft inside
=) it's been a long time since i ate such nice food
that doesn't taste that 'heavy'
it's light yet filling
i still remember i used to have such nice meals
at the country club
but somehow or what, the restaurant went missing
so if you need a place to just quieten down
that's a nice place--
for ice cream too!
i'm tired...
and i need some kind of satisfaction and achievement
it's like everyday i just attend school
shopping, eat and play
it's been almost a year?
since i attended a meeting and run an event or organized one
missed those days...
well, i shall go print my notes and get ready
to head down to holland v...
missed ya lotXx...i'm glad u took some time out...
see ya later...

ps: i saw him...

*missing--

life has been the same these days
waking up to attend classes
stuggling my way to school, waiting for the long days to end
class was fine, just that i'm still in a low mood
*anti-social shut off mode
i just need someone who understands me and fulfill my needs
how bout flying kiteXx?
the point is that...i wanted to go KTV
i wanted to fly kites but sadly
the girls seem rather busy!
you all very bad lo...
you all promised to fly kites!
you all promised to go KTV!
but nevermind...
i've been busy too
although i don't feel any sense of achievement but
it just seems that i don't have enough time

i saw someone today
hahaS...he always gives me that kind of
huh? who are you? *with straining eyes
when he knows who i am!
everytime i'll try not to smile back
but i'll still be nice and smile back!
knew him since 4 years ago
although we haven't been close
still, i'm glad that i get to see him everynow and then
at least it's better than seeing our dear pervertic yanwei!

bad news do travel fast...
never expected him to know bout so much things
well, i have no comments
but anyway...thanks for your concern

looking forward to dear jasline's return
maybe she'll get me a kite?
and some people promised to give me kite la...
but in the end buy le never bring back! =(
where's my ice cream? shit u!

anyways, missed the gals...
can we just go kite flying before you girls start mugging again
and go missing in action for the coming year?
and can i bring my pink bear along? oopSx
it's white bear..tataXx

are you in love?

You are totally in love.You try to hide it but you
cant.You are nice and pretty in your own way
and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have fun!
(Theres no rate thing and I dont know if I did
anything to make it go away.If you know how to
get it back or if you can email the person that
does quizilla about how to get it back I would
REALLY appreciate it!)


Are you in love?
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this one's not true! i'm not in love and i'm just living in my dreamx..wahaha..muacksbaby!

what colour is your aura?

Red: It is all about the physical for you. Sexual
and sensual, you express yourself physically.
You believe in living day to day and are strong
and self confident. You are a tactile person,
believing only in that which you can see, feel
and touch. Philosophy and abstract concepts
hold no interest for you. A rose is a rose is
a rose. You've little use for fantasy or
illusion, but prefer to see things in concrete
reality. Careful, you are also prone to
stress, frustration and restlessness. You can
be accused of being too passionate.
Secret emotions: Anger and Lust


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not too bad...red...PASSIONATE!

haha! well, i thought my horoscope says

i'm purple or brown?

ta-dah!

I'm a good girl today!
i stayed home the whole day
and went out with my parents..
*thumbs up
i'm so proud of myself!
in fact, i was intending to go town
around noon..to shop..
and to visit my lesbian dear
but!
it started to rain...like shit!
when i've got things to buy
it'll always rain...
since the weather doesn't approve
my plans today...i decided to save my cab fee
and be a good girl!
i spent the whole day...
looking at pictures, editing them
and observing people, reading articles!
i came across this article...
"do you have more friends of the opposite sex?"
come to think of it...
how many girl-friends do i have?
jas, steph, vian, xue, xian and shan...
crazy friends of my secondary school days
well, there are others but
u know what i mean right..
friends as in...we don't just hi bye...
in and out of my life,
i had more guy-friends than girl ones...
i believe those around me
finds this similar too...
guys are seemingly better than girls
maybe cux i grew up in a boys' environment
siblings, cousins..mostly or rather all guys!
and my playmates then were all males?
come to think of it,
i don't remember playing with girls when i was young
OH gosh!
well, girls are
- petty
- they like to compare with each other
- huai hen zai xin
- emotional
- sensitive
and whatsoever factors you can think of
that stresses people up!
and most importantly...
girls face things like PMS and menopause
that just freaks anyone out!
i'm a girl too but well, man usually notices others' faults
i still remember an adult once told me--
it's better to have more girl-friends
i asked why?
cux when you get married, you can't always
hang out with the guy-friends like what we are doing now...
it does makes sense..
afterall, we're living in the asian society...
i took a pic that i'm so proud of...tadah!

finally I have a day to myself
came home late this whole week
and my dear brother
challenged to be later on some days
i was like
"hur? hello! he's 14 and he comes home
in the middle of the night
not getting scolded?"
when i was 14,
if i weren't home before 12
well, i'll be fried in the pan..
but whatsoever...
cux i'm freed now!
i caught the movie 'SAW'
last night and its so disgusting
but well, it suits perverts...
*thinking of yan wei =X
and maybe the right parting psycho!

i really have no idea whether to go to the concert tomorrow
should i go out
and attend the concert and have my ice cream
"u promised!"
or should i be a nice young lady
staying home?
well, i have no idea.
anyway...i'm bored
and i don't feel happy
unless someone agrees to go kite flying with me!
but for now...
i'm running late..tatax

ps: xxiang, i'm not busy with sch stuffs la..you are the one being bz

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of cux i'm a city girl

i live in singapore

with all those man-made stuffs

duhXx..haha =P

'Cause obviously,

She's out of my league

But how can I win

She keeps draggin' me in

andI know

I never will be good enough for her.

final day of my hols...

but well, seems to me that

everyday is a holiday

ever since i graduated from

that busy Nan Hua Secondary School life...

cux i end up meeting

different people..everyday..

i should be glad

that i'll be in school tomorrow

but...

Hell's gonna begin...

but for now..

fret not...

cux shopping awaits...ta-dah *muacksXx

donations

walk down the streets of town
look at the christmas decorations
and you will realize christmas is here...
ya admiring and commenting on the
goldish decorations this year..
someone suddenly pops you with
a question
" hi miss, care to make a donation for the bleah bleah bleah? "
if ya someone who don't usually roam the streets of town
maybe you'll just take your wallet out and
do a kind act
but if ya someone who visits town like 4 times a week..
ya either craxy..too kind...or simply too rich..
seriously i'm simply too sick of
facing people who do surveys and force for donations in town
try walking from far east
all the way down to PS...
and hang out at MRts stations...
it's like shit!
i have no idea if it's cux of christmas
that's why those organizations
want people to be charitable
or because doing CIP
and forcing people to make donations
is becoming a trend?
i'm nt saying making a kind donation is wrong
but there are too many people
forcing poor shoppers in town to make donations
they come breathing down your neck
" it's just a $5 donation
tickets, i'm sure you can do your bit "
and the worst strategy is...
if ya with a friend..
and your friend decides to make a donation
they will just automatically tear off
2 $5 coupons saying...."$5 each la"
i thought doing CIP is supposedly
to be volunteery..no..it's by force...
i know that..
but hellO!
don't try to force people to make donations
when they don't feel like it oK!
and this indian or whatsoever auntie
that hangs out at pedestrian crossing
between heeren and cineleisure...
she keeps tugging your shirt and
making you buy tissues...
she's kinda poor thing though..
but i believe many people have gave her money
without taking her tissues...
and we are in town...
orchard road is like the shopping paradise
yet we see people begging for donations...
no...MONEY!
and those idiotic surveyors
i don't know if ya paid...
but i got a feeling maybe you guys aren't
stop harrassing people ok?
and stop tugging people's shirts!

getting a number from
a stranger on the streets...
do you believe such relationships will last?
well, it differs from people
it's like chatting with a stranger online
but at times,
i prefer knowing a stranger online
the mysterious feeling feels great!
but those happened during younger days
and i'm contented with
my most trustworthy cyber friend
alson! thanks! *muacks..
strangers on the streets
becoming friends...
well, first impressions do count

had a shopping trip today
my youngest brother doens't seem to be happy about it
cux he didn't get anything...
he's so petty
and i just feel that he has this
feminine genes running in him
well, saw a cute guy
who was very enthusiastic
in serving my da didi...
haha...simply cux he wanted to earn
commission from selling soccer shoes..
spoilt his cute image...=X

didn't get to see tan de de today
but i saw a mousey waiter
who was very efficient
and i managed to see
a nice bartender juggling the bottles
and i love the couch!
i cut my fringe..
and it sux..
my les say like chinamaid!
shit!
the above written
sounds like some primary school kids stuff
therefore
i SHAll shut up..niteXx

 

 

 

 

check those photos below!

took them with my brother yesterday..

cuXx he's bored at home..

and i'm kinda guilty

cux he hasn't been able to

go on holidays cux of me

he hasn't been able to go

out with my parents

cux they just happen to

start a generation gap now..

and cux...

my da didi and me

have been so busy and

engrossed in our own lives

that my xiao didi

was always left to his own defence

at home..

alone! well, at least with his computer =P

that day he was sleeping with me

and he said his whole holidays

was kinda boring!

cux my mum didn't allow

him to attend the christmas parties

his darling yan yan organized

why? simple..

cux he didn't had good grades

and he was forever pinching me..

so me and my da didi complained..

and ta-dah...

his 2 wicked siblings..

made him stay home all holS!

so i brought him to town..

just the 2 of us..

and watched INCREDIBLES!

well, that's the first time

i wasted money on animes

and I PAID FOR IT!

shit him!

i was longing for my

ice cream waffle..

and i had already planned

to go Marches to

enjoy my starwberry ice cream waffle..

BUT idiot brother..

he said he never ate pastamania before

so in we went..

hello! pastamania is like..

i get to eat that practically

every week!

like shit! so i'm very angry with him!

but we went to take pictures...

and ta-dah..

i guess it runs in the genes...

he loves taking pictures too..

haha...well, he's a nice brother..

but at times, i think he's too mature

for his age...and rather

porno-minded...

it's definitely not because of me...

thanks to all my friends and my da didi la..

but come to think of xiao didi..

he's very fortunate..

to have such a LOVELY SISTER!

*muacks...

~~~~~~~~~~~

dreams do come true if you pursue them with a SMILE!

sMiLEXx

i love this pic moXx..cuX...got hearty background
then i lurve my tiara...boo! 

weiwei designed that for the 2nd time..nt bad right...=) 

look at his fainted crown =P 

wahahaha...the design suXx...
cux my didi designed that...