It gives me the creeps when people say hi, drop a message or email you when you least expect. I have no idea if it's within me or whatsoever but I just felt that regards sent are so fake!
People say hi for 2 reasons. First on the list, they simply needed your help and perhaps wanted to get something out of you. Secondly, they just miss you plainly.
Somehow I still felt that most people they send their regards because they have a favour to ask from you. And I do hate it. Yet, I myself does the same thing. I guess it's in us and we can never ever change it.
I stared at the emails I have right now in my inbox. Some of which I knew what to do with. Loads to update yet I was too lazy to have them typed out. I still prefer the verbal way. Some I have no idea what to do with 'em. Cause I had no idea what to say to entertain their needs.
Some made me too awkward to blurt another darn word. It dawned on me that it's always those that you truely miss that never came or came too slow with the rate ya speeding at.
I have a whole load of dishes yet to be done and a heap of laundry waiting to be cleared. And here I was on my couch with a bit of wine, a bottle of Pringles, gums and tissue papers in front of my soon-to-crash-itself toshi. Wine to make me calmed down, Pringles to destroy my whole damn week of detox, gums to keep my teeth grow healthily and tissue paper to kill the trees.
Today was the third day of great sunshine with the absolute breeze you could ever get after a whole damn 2 weeks of rain and storms. The perfect WEATHER!But I was stuck in front of this protesting toshi for 2 whole days. My sixth sense told me it's going to crash. My nudgy once said my sixth sense was always wrong butI still strongly believe in my instincts despite all those put downs.
To put it in hongtat's terms, my toshi is suffering from erectile dysfunction instead of ejaculations. Oks gals! I'm not being horny. And i don't download or watch pornin case you guys have no idea! So stop judging my toshi is being infected with pornography! I'm still a virgin when so many damn people around me is like..argh! Oks.It just freaks me out!
I promise to get my toshi done here! Right in this darn place using my international warranty. I'm totally distraught but do I have a choice? I don't think so but I guessI do have a choice which was going shopping tomorrow! In exact terms, today! I just pray hard that I could lay my hands on that pair of shoes I've searched for 3 days! It's selling so good that it's only left with those damn big sizes. Blame it on my small feet! Argh!
Staring at my screen the whole day made me learnt something. I do miss my past at some point of time. My Past Tense. But I know it was wrong to approach him again.
Learn to say no. That's how I ended with Future Tense. Yet I still failed my grammar horrigibly and perhaps my vocabulary too. I learnt it the hard way. But am glad on the other hand I saved myself out of it and perhaps one day it could all be revealed. The threats and nightmares ain't going to work are they?
I need my caffeine to drown myself further into my own delusions. To keep myself away from the time that is ticking second by second. Save me.
All so much for some decency.
Yet I'm not a princess willing to leave with a pauper all for that deadly sin.
Love.
People say hi for 2 reasons. First on the list, they simply needed your help and perhaps wanted to get something out of you. Secondly, they just miss you plainly.
Somehow I still felt that most people they send their regards because they have a favour to ask from you. And I do hate it. Yet, I myself does the same thing. I guess it's in us and we can never ever change it.
I stared at the emails I have right now in my inbox. Some of which I knew what to do with. Loads to update yet I was too lazy to have them typed out. I still prefer the verbal way. Some I have no idea what to do with 'em. Cause I had no idea what to say to entertain their needs.
Some made me too awkward to blurt another darn word. It dawned on me that it's always those that you truely miss that never came or came too slow with the rate ya speeding at.
I have a whole load of dishes yet to be done and a heap of laundry waiting to be cleared. And here I was on my couch with a bit of wine, a bottle of Pringles, gums and tissue papers in front of my soon-to-crash-itself toshi. Wine to make me calmed down, Pringles to destroy my whole damn week of detox, gums to keep my teeth grow healthily and tissue paper to kill the trees.
Today was the third day of great sunshine with the absolute breeze you could ever get after a whole damn 2 weeks of rain and storms. The perfect WEATHER!But I was stuck in front of this protesting toshi for 2 whole days. My sixth sense told me it's going to crash. My nudgy once said my sixth sense was always wrong butI still strongly believe in my instincts despite all those put downs.
To put it in hongtat's terms, my toshi is suffering from erectile dysfunction instead of ejaculations. Oks gals! I'm not being horny. And i don't download or watch pornin case you guys have no idea! So stop judging my toshi is being infected with pornography! I'm still a virgin when so many damn people around me is like..argh! Oks.It just freaks me out!
I promise to get my toshi done here! Right in this darn place using my international warranty. I'm totally distraught but do I have a choice? I don't think so but I guessI do have a choice which was going shopping tomorrow! In exact terms, today! I just pray hard that I could lay my hands on that pair of shoes I've searched for 3 days! It's selling so good that it's only left with those damn big sizes. Blame it on my small feet! Argh!
Staring at my screen the whole day made me learnt something. I do miss my past at some point of time. My Past Tense. But I know it was wrong to approach him again.
Learn to say no. That's how I ended with Future Tense. Yet I still failed my grammar horrigibly and perhaps my vocabulary too. I learnt it the hard way. But am glad on the other hand I saved myself out of it and perhaps one day it could all be revealed. The threats and nightmares ain't going to work are they?
I need my caffeine to drown myself further into my own delusions. To keep myself away from the time that is ticking second by second. Save me.
All so much for some decency.
Yet I'm not a princess willing to leave with a pauper all for that deadly sin.
Love.
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