Saturday, September 03, 2005

If gorging yourself with high calories food makes you feel contented, go ahead with it even though you might have to double up your exercise.

If drowning yourself with alcohol makes you feel more comfy at heart even though you know you might have a hangover, go ahead with it even though you might have a hangover.

If going on an unintended shopping spree helps to de-stress, go ahead with it even though you might have to starve for the upcoming weeks.

If speeding helps to relieve that frustration in you, go ahead with it even though you might get a speeding ticket.

If singing out loud signifies that joy in you, go ahead with it even though you might be stared at.

If running around naked might help build up your confidence with you figure, go ahead with it even though people might say ya shameless.

If wearing that top/dress you think makes you feel so gorgeous, go ahead with it even though your friends might start commenting on you.

If hugging him makes you feel more secured, go ahead with it even though he might not like it.

If telling him that you miss him dearly makes you feel so blissful, go ahead with it even though he might not appreciate it.

If spilling your confessions to him is what you've been wanting to do all these years, think thrice before you actually do that, cause you might get rejected.

If you intend to get into a relationship with that platonic friend of yours, think thrice before you actually do that, cause it might be just friendship afterall instead of love.

That's how I felt today.

Sometimes I wondered if my sixth senses are for real. Or are they being drawn up to make me feel happy with the way I wanted things to be. I really hate that idea of guess-what's-on my-mind game. It's nothing but shit, degrading my intelligent brain cells into retarded ones. What's the problem with me? What happened to those promises I made with my image?

Time and distance made me realize my significance. Is that considered good or bad? Good cause it helps boost my self-esteem, make me cherish what I have. Bad cause many things are beyond my control and that we've yet many obstacles to overcome.

Life might seem so much easier yet boring without challenges.

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