it's just amazing the way my instincts work

it happened the way i expected it to be

it once again confirmed the suspection i once had

as a matter of factly
till date has became the cause of my dilemma

it's the way i wanted it to be
but somehow the supporting factors weren't agreeable
with the way how things were progressing

perhaps jealousy's corroding away that confidence i once had

that trust i once placed

i was just pursuing after that little ego left in vision
since there's no returning back of those years

i'm not asking for more
neither am i trying to place you down

i'm contented with the way things are right now

it's sad to see how truth draws the distance apart from us

but it's always the truth that leaves all of us in a dilemma

so isn't it better for me to just make a choice out of it
instead of pondering over repeated arguments

i don't see any point behind those queries

i just want things the way they are now

or were in the past

be it good or bad

i just hope i get your deepest understanding, ok?