perhaps it's all just false hopes

how could i ever forgot
and overlooked the nature of men!

the nature of winning

that overpowering possession

false hopes
to leave you in despair
when you woke up from your dreams

leaving you stranded
on the path of nightmares

somehow
there's this tiny little voice
whispering
convincing me that
it's not just false hopes
but a path of hope?

how contradicting

a tiny hand pulling you back
everytime you tried to walk away
in disappointment

queries flashed across my mind

making me wonder
how to fully understand
and truly feel
how his root organ works

one day i shall be surgeon
to dig out all those blackie
and fickling hearts

and shall put them on a experiments

huh!

false hopes
disappointed yet feeling funny on the other hand

stupid!

i shall hold some reservations
regarding the falsey hope thing

whether it's false or true

i just wanna be happy

i love myself
*muacks