great!

i skipped econs lecture today

revision lecture somemore

but i wasnt in any mood to attend lessons anyway

this morning i woke up
feeling lethargic
seems that something is pulling me back

perhaps i'm still unwell

all was fine
till a message got across me

queries in my head
feeling comforted in the heart

why?

i have no idea either
perhaps i am not in the position to ask why

anyway
played pool with ting, jie, rebx, donkey and uncle

walking home
against the wind
somehow i realized that
today seems to be a nice day to fly kites

are you leaving me to fly on my own
for a moment
and holding me back when the time is right

or have you washed your hands of completely
leaving me to wander

read through what happened
the past few months
observing the subtle change
analysing and reading between the words

left me in a complete dilemma

bleahx!

where am i thinking?
*laughs

today will be the last day of school

no way will there be a chance
to say
hi
or
oops

one week after the incident
perhaps the message was for commemoration

i shall place all my concentration
on my studies

if i could

wo ting zhe da tai yang;
zhi xiang wei ni cheng san