i just ended a conversation with him,

half an hour ago.

seems to me that he is looking forward

to work and getting into NS.

he gave me a clear vision of

where i am heading in life.

i just love talking to him,

he may always give me that

"i can't be bothered with you" attitude.

but deep down i know he has

always been the friend who pops by

whenever i need someone.

perhaps that's telepathy...

he doesn't give me any comments

in whatever decisions i make.

just being there to listen

and giving me the type of tone

"don't regret k?"

that's all...

he's the only one now who doesn't

doubt what i am doing

and he's absolutely confident that i'll be fine alone...

*some things are better left unsaid..forever

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i went to check out my youngest brother campfire night today.

i missed those campfire days!

in river valley.

we always get to perform and see others dance

missed those guiding days!

and the fire, singings, cheerings, flirting?

well, primary school campfires

are simply childish!

those who attended campfires quite often

won't like their style of campfiring...

i really miss all the fun and laughters!

my brother just told my mum

that he would like to call himself

harry dick!

and my mum said it seems nice and easy to remember..

well, imgaine her face if she realizes the meaning behind it..