that someone...
i don't need a guy

i need a MAN!

a man!

someone who can give me cold hard cash or perhaps
M2? M3?

a visa card will do
to increase my expenditure allowance

or AMEX
but i don't really like AMEX
it gives that kind of
feeling that
i'm dependent on my dad

don't ask me why but
AMEX are for kids that are being supported by daddys?

i'm being supported by my dad
but
i wanna be looked upon as an
independent girl

=)

so anyone other than my dad
willing to support me
or take me in as a god-daughter?

i can cook, sew, do household chores
and
i know how to spend money

so i'll definitely be of some use

if you need someone to take care of you
and secondly

you have too much credit to spare

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

what the shit am i talking

i'm talking crap
ignore the first part

i'm still pissed with soon hui la!
ask him to give me a call
when he's free
means there's definitely something important i need to tell him

and he still replies my msg asking why?

argh...so please gimme a call ya dear?

and someone destroyed my day

was supposed to be a fine nice day
went out with my parents in the morning
intended to get some vcds
then meet dearie

but somehow this friend of mine
he's a very nice friend
who somehow
always does the wrong things

and end me up in a total dilemma!

i was firstly
shocked

secondly happy

lastly
disappointed

to see him

it wasn't my intention to meet you
it was that friend of yours and mine

but glad to see you

the world's small
and we know people from the same organization

we will eventually have to say hi one day

anyway
chatted with dearie today
shopped around
and came up with the idea of a gathering for4/4

just hope that it'll be successful
i miss 4/4
somehow
when you used to dislike them
you'll learn to love them eventually

i really miss those days
4/4 is a class with intelligent people
that knows how to play!
and have FUN!
instead of mugging all the way

looking forward to meeting my long lost
"an quan gan"
TAN ZHI ZHONG!
*winks

trust

you don't trust your friends
you don't trust anyone

and finally you don't trust me?
just because someone breached the trust you had in him/her

i still remember someone told me
that if you want someone to trust you
and that they could be trusted

you have to take the first move
to trust that somone first

somehow i don't get the point as to why
you are so anti towards the trust between 2 strangers

definition of strangers:
people who don't share the same family blood

well
family members are perhaps one of those you cant place your complete trust in

i know family means your whole life to you
and that you're a very homely person

but somehow
i just felt that you could perhaps open up your heart

and accept strangers

your eyes are sparkling with tears