d.R.E.a.M.Z.x

what is in life that keeps u going? what is that thing that has kept me going all these years then?
well, before i was 7, it was those saturday speech and drama classes, phonetic classes, whatever camps or workshops that u could ever imagined. cuz i could meet many human beings who spoke the same language as i did.
"Don't u have siblings or cousins?" sadly, i'm the eldest and only daughter of the family. therefore i had no playmates when i was still a bean (dou dou). come to think of it, i had no childhood. i only remembered attending classes and passing my tests with flying classes.
to those future parents out there, don't force ur kids to take up so many courses. it will only bring about impending adverse effects.
after i was 7, i loved the idea of going to school. though i dread those scoldings canings and pushing from my mum to to well in my studies, i enjoyed those innocent and naive days. recesses were the ones i look forward to everyday. playing catching, hopscotch or just simply giggling at the tables. saturdays were wonderful then, playing catching in the pool with my then peers. however those worries-freed days were no longer in presence as i grew up.
betrayals, competitions, puppy love and whatever u could think of entered my life when i was in secondary school. i hated facing those traumatic events that took place, but that was how friendships were bonded. camps, campfires, guides and THE ONE i looked forward to meeting in school. i believe that most of u guys out there also had more or less the reasons that never fails to make u attend school everyday, that provided us with the drive and motivation to put in our very best in whatever we did. i really missed those days, laughters, tears, fights, true emotions?haha
what about now? what is that thing that motivates u, that keeps you going? your relationship with ur boyfriend? girlfriend? your future of getting into NUS? or just simply pleasing your parents? dreams? ur future prince charming?
oh well
LOVE DOESN't MAKES THE WORLD GOES ROUND
dreams!
once, love and friendships kept me going, but for now, dreams rock the world. as i "age", i started to realize that nothing in this world is eternal. cuZ people and emotions are everchanging. dreams are different. they may seem far far away from us, beyond reach or recognition, but at least we have a goal to strive at to aim for, am i right?
what's the definition of dreams again?
dream: a wild fancy or hope
u see ar...
hope...because of hope we live
because of dreams...i had the motivation to live on
to prove that dreams will come true one day!
so dun laugh at my dreams k? *muacks