tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62257962011-07-27T23:38:52.283+08:00*-crushed.memories.joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.comBlogger2071100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1130243318617926242005-10-25T20:28:00.000+08:002006-04-05T21:58:07.986+08:00wellThere's no wonder as to why women are described as temperamental as the weather.I'm feeling so much better today. In fact, happy.I guess at times people and things that we once took so little of might be that one special factor which brightens you up when ya down.joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1130165925076619232005-10-24T22:53:00.000+08:002005-10-24T22:58:45.086+08:00Behind every smile, there's always a tear.Behind every joy, there's always a sorrow.Behind the rain, there'll always be sunshine.But it's not the rain. Because I didn't felt any better when the sun welcomed me into his arms the very next day.I was the one in control of my mood. Maybe time and distant added on to the factors. And that nightmare that once hauntedme revived itself, again. I always joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1129122772044551812005-10-12T21:09:00.000+08:002005-10-12T21:12:52.046+08:00Wellas.I managed to surf blogs today, surprisingly! And I read vian's and guess what!!!Cranky nuns Do HAVE telepathies!BOTH OF US HAS THE SAME NECKLACE! OMG!!!and perhaps one day steph and jasline might just come across our necklaces and sayI HAVE THAT TOO!isn't that just dooly amazing? gosh!i simply love em!and tomorrow I'm getting my software delivered! cause they have 2 singaporeans coming joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1129050847974236212005-10-12T00:43:00.000+08:002005-10-12T01:14:08.023+08:00I was just being temperamental in the last entry.Throwing little tantrums to make myself feel better about some people.Lols. It's not about you Leon. I miss Tb12 too! Especially us with Sunny dude. And so much more stuffs. Porn at the atrium? Heehee.Catch up with you guys at geylang soon. =)I was feeling so happy today. The toshi guy made my day! But it was ruined once again at night. To hell joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1128878928516364722005-10-10T01:25:00.000+08:002005-10-10T01:28:48.523+08:00It gives me the creeps when people say hi, drop a message or email you when you least expect. I have no idea if it's within me or whatsoever but I just felt that regards sent are so fake!People say hi for 2 reasons. First on the list, they simply needed your help and perhaps wanted to get something out of you. Secondly, they just miss you plainly.Somehow I still felt that most people they send joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1127317582622877802005-09-21T23:44:00.000+08:002005-09-21T23:46:22.626+08:00I'm feeling so much relieved now after talking to my qing fu!Confessions do make lives easier, don't they?I just feel so much more at ease now after the whole of yesterday, questioning my own actions and thoughts. What the hell was I doing yesterday? I did that purposely, I presume. Perhaps I was just badly in needs. But I'm feeling so much better now, like I've just confessed my sins. And joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1126887622459252812005-09-17T00:11:00.000+08:002006-04-15T12:55:28.896+08:00Silence is what I need.Peace is what I'm trying to seek.Nonetheless, I've failed to compromise myself with peace after all these while. Perhaps it isn't just peace that I'm seeking for. It's about recognition, about status, about fame and power. Like just any other, I'm just trying to feed my self esteem and that ego buried beneath that feminine side of a lady.Standing here at end of the path, joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1125756398109386722005-09-03T20:51:00.000+08:002005-09-03T22:09:28.636+08:00If gorging yourself with high calories food makes you feel contented, go ahead with it even though you might have to double up your exercise.If drowning yourself with alcohol makes you feel more comfy at heart even though you know you might have a hangover, go ahead with it even though you might have a hangover.If going on an unintended shopping spree helps to de-stress, go ahead with it even joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1125559426440053902005-09-01T14:51:00.000+08:002005-09-01T15:26:29.660+08:00Oh man...Jasline and Vivian blogged earlier than I did.Hmph! How nice it would be if we had our own villa, our own car! Wohoo...it'll be so much fun!Vian ar...quick leh! Ask crane to build a Si Jie Mei Villa and a Muacksbaby one!Then we'll get cars so as to save us the trouble of waiting and being cheated by cabbies. Yeah! I'm looking so forward to it!Check out what I did! It's nice! Ok, at leastjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1125289315403898972005-08-29T12:04:00.000+08:002005-08-29T12:21:55.410+08:00I woke up feeling depressed today. I wonder why men are so vulnerable. Or I'm the only vulnerable one?The Great Depression.Reminds me of Mrs Fong with that bob hairstyle. I even remembered she made me, Jasline and Vivian (if I never remembered wrongly) run the whole level cause we were caught sleeping during her class.Oh man, it was fun though. At least it's perhaps one of the memories I ever joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1125049422663728092005-08-26T17:28:00.000+08:002005-08-26T17:48:58.780+08:00We fight for our dreams and ambitionsrights and opportunitiesfame and statuslove and friendshipWe wait aimlessy for that wilted flower to bloom once againfor that call that we know deep down will never existfor time to turn backfor miracles to happenWe live in happinessin tearsin fearin regretsMy hatred for this realistic world and society is gradually budding inside. How nice it would be if I joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1124030592693012332005-08-14T22:18:00.000+08:002005-08-14T22:45:45.650+08:00This entry is specially dedicated for muacksbaby:-Jasline, Lixian, Xuezhen, Vivian & StephanieI never expected this term muacksbaby will in fact symbolize the 6 of us...I guess there won't be a 7th party that will truely understand this entry either...Thanks muacksbaby for that photo album!Big project done together once again since graduation.It's nicely done up and well, we can actually set up joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1123934156436444132005-08-13T18:58:00.000+08:002005-08-13T19:55:58.486+08:00it's just amazing the way my instincts workit happened the way i expected it to beit once again confirmed the suspection i once hadas a matter of factlytill date has became the cause of my dilemmait's the way i wanted it to bebut somehow the supporting factors weren't agreeablewith the way how things were progressingperhaps jealousy's corroding away that confidence i once hadthat trust i once joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1116427099453494902005-05-18T22:16:00.000+08:002005-05-18T22:38:19.486+08:00毕业旅行- 黄湘怡曲： 伍思凯 词： 李焯雄 编： Unknow但是 都已经 都已经来不及 当时没办法说明现在反而清晰 错过的风景以及爱情亲爱的你冰块敲着杯子的声音这里空气比较透明 计划的旅行没有 顾客的小餐厅淡季街上有点 冷清 我却渴望人群随行 不想专注在这一刻我想你的心情 碰不到节庆 也没有烟火游行不常有流星 没太多的任性 我会适应我一个人毕业旅行 但是都已经都已经来不及 曾经坚持的约定 现在谁还履行错过的风景 以及爱情亲爱的你 碰不到节庆也没有烟火游行 不常有流星 没太多的任性我会适应这爱情的毕业旅行但是都已经 都已经 来不及曾经坚持的约定现在谁还履行错过的风景 以及爱情 亲爱的你还在想你 有没有感应 没名字的爱情 许多没实现的事情来不及看的身影 来不及说的 所有心情there are many times in lifewhereby we'll be chanced joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1116405283124277832005-05-18T16:00:00.000+08:002005-05-18T16:34:43.170+08:00i want a pair of birkenstockmuhahaha!in fact i wanted it long agobut somehow i think it's kinda silly to spend more than 80 buckson a pair of sandalsi still think it's silly anda total waste of moneybut...i still want it!ok...i shall be a good girland save upand get myself a pairjust imagine how my parents will react ifi used their money to get a pair of birkenstocksso i shall get it with my own joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1116257742520654292005-05-16T22:58:00.000+08:002005-05-16T23:35:42.580+08:00changed my skinWHITE!i'm trying to act innocentso just let me bei'm innocent!you want the passion // i want the PENDENT!how brilliant can i be?was watching desperate houswives thenand recieved SHE's wo ai ni's MVbut sadly it's the short versioni want the long version onedoes anyone have it?came online to find some peace and entertainmentchatting to yiwei about songsbob was telling me that no joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1115994537152707012005-05-13T22:13:00.000+08:002005-05-13T22:28:57.190+08:00it always happensthat scent that i simply hate yet lovewas woken up by this scentthat scent i would saysitting on the bedsearcing for the source of the scenthoping to see something familiarbut as usualto no availi'm alway reminding myself and those around me not to live in the pastbut it just seems that i'm one of thosewho are still lingering on the path of historyforgiveness is what i needyet i joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1115892218640731242005-05-12T18:01:00.000+08:002005-05-12T18:03:38.643+08:00 tralalala....*smilexjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1115614480866415342005-05-09T12:48:00.000+08:002005-05-09T12:54:40.870+08:00there are perhaps many things in lifethat we'll never come to appreciate it untilthe day it went awayyet they usually caught you up at the least expected momentleaving you in a total mess of shitall you could do was to justtake a deep breathe and gradually digest whatever shit that has been thrown at youand eventually adapt and live with it allvivid memories of the past regretful moments starts joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1114434251254647092005-04-25T20:54:00.000+08:002005-04-25T21:04:11.256+08:00i'm gonna kill the next person who comes irritating me*sobxblogger ate up my post in the afternoonbut the main point is my face is swollenpuff puff PUFFERFISHarghi guess it's caused by the lack of sleep i getbut i sleep 8 hours a dayso i suppose it's due to the late hoursfrom todayi shall regain my beauty sleepi promise to be in bed by 12ambut promises are meant to be brokenam i right?my eye bagsjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1114352108175258342005-04-24T21:32:00.000+08:002005-04-24T22:15:08.176+08:00i don't like the feeling of being pressuredi'm sure you won't like it eitherpast memories are meant to be keptyet i never fall in love with reminiscing themit just gives me mood swingsbut i turn aroundand realized that more than half of more friendsare still living in the pasti have no idea whether to envy them for the courage of never giving upor have a good laugh at how silly they areit's a joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1114053567777754222005-04-21T10:47:00.000+08:002005-04-21T11:19:27.780+08:00i guess today's the only day thati managed to get out of bed by 9 somethingi'm still feeling abit sleepy*tiredfirst thing in the morning9am...*trangmessage received from Ngee Anngreat!first thing in the morningstill lying in bedin dreamlandopen eyes first thing see my results*laughsi think its kinda stupidnext time i shall not apply for the SMS results thingyso i can keep myself in suspenseand joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1113632917061253512005-04-16T13:10:00.000+08:002005-04-16T14:28:37.063+08:00i'm surfing the net nowlooking through some movie reviewsreading online storieswindow-shoppingcrystalsSwarovski Crystals?they are nice ok!though not many agree with mebut i just like 'emPassion Pendantnice right? i like the pendant part the criss-cross...stylish?it's EUR 472mind u! EUR 472?in case you would like to know the exchange rateyou get 1 EUR for every 2.14 SGDFrancesco Rectangular joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1113623681265498072005-04-16T11:44:00.000+08:002005-04-16T12:02:51.980+08:00ALL ABOUT LOVING YOUBon JoviLooking at the pages of my lifeFaded memories of me and youMistakes you know I've made a fewI took some shots and fell from time to timeBaby, you were there to pull me throughWe've been around the block a time or twoI'm gonna lay it on the lineAsk me how we've come this farThe answer's written in my eyes[chorus:]Every time I look at you, baby, I see something newThat joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1113544398206208912005-04-15T13:49:00.000+08:002005-04-15T13:53:18.206+08:00what's the point of an apology after a heated argument?or clueless spites?to show that regretful tone?shed that crocodile tear?wellsometimesi have no idea if i meant it butI HATE YOU!not to the corebut perhapsif this persistsjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1113495772750199562005-04-15T00:12:00.000+08:002005-04-15T00:22:52.750+08:00这几天以来我知道你心里一定不想见到我吧就因为那一天我用那烦躁的语气应你吗？还是打从一个多月前你就根本不想和我有任何瓜葛但在不得已的情况下你还是必须面对我毕竟大家最终是朋友一场你是害怕面对我会觉得尴尬？内疚？怨恨？今天已经是第二天了是你刻意在躲我还是碰巧你不在场？我不想知道原因但却很想知道为什么我们之间会变成今天这种局面？如果没有开始我们还会是最渣的朋友吧一切只不过是场儿戏是我想太多了我忘了之前说定下的约定忽略了当初所说过的一切玩玩开始就会玩玩结束你说的一点也没错当初谁会想到我会认真起来虽然我从中学开始就领悟到朋友之间最好不要超越那条界线但很多时候情人和仇人是从朋友做起的而好朋友往往都是从情敌，仇人甚至老乡好做起人与人之间真不该如此脆弱但情人与情人之间却常常需要断裂的无比彻底才能释放彼此很有道理，对吧？joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1113319883590822372005-04-12T22:55:00.000+08:002005-04-12T23:31:23.593+08:00been reading these daysfinished this book38 degrees blanket (translate it to chinese)but somehow i felt that38 degrees bed sounds nicerthat book is about sexbetween mars and venuswellit educates you about sex through a storya guy who intially thought making love to his wifewas a waste of resourcesand masturbated himself constantlyto meet his sexual needshis wife, unaware of his masturbating joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1113198829671144982005-04-11T13:20:00.000+08:002005-04-11T13:53:49.673+08:00wella long night sleepand i dreamt of a lizard falling into my mouthheadless when i was in the bathroom*diaozcelebrated lixian's birthdayand i realized we didnt sing her a birthday songbut well overall yesterday was pretty finetook a couple of pics here and thereand we posed as private investigatorsto catch some scandalous actswe were at macdonalds waiting for time to flysince my dearie had a joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1112969283847173812005-04-08T22:00:00.000+08:002005-04-08T22:08:03.846+08:00HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIXIAN!18 years old lecool...time flies!all of a sudden i feel oldoh wellsi've been feeling old since 2005 started16 years old marks a signifcant phase18 is a flowery one (shi ba gu niang yi duo hua ma)21 is the start of adulthood!oh wellsfor my 18th birthdayi only have one wishand i only need one presentthat one present is enough to make me contented and happy*laughsonly my deariejoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1112850419287911852005-04-07T12:59:00.000+08:002005-04-07T13:06:59.286+08:00been out the whole damn day yesterdayand my mind was obviously wondering off somewhereinstead of focusing on that person i was out withi tried my very best huh?even though it was a disappointmentbut at least i gave it a shot!bought 3 pairs of new earrings*winksi should get some red stuffs!I MISS YOU!i really dothe reason why i'm onlineis becausei love playing illusion-ized games?*slaps joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1112709031736478372005-04-05T21:14:00.000+08:002005-04-05T21:50:31.740+08:00that someone...i don't need a guyi need a MAN!a man!someone who can give me cold hard cash or perhapsM2? M3?a visa card will doto increase my expenditure allowanceor AMEXbut i don't really like AMEXit gives that kind offeeling thati'm dependent on my daddon't ask me why butAMEX are for kids that are being supported by daddys?i'm being supported by my dadbuti wanna be looked upon as anindependent joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1112515479820604282005-04-03T15:43:00.000+08:002005-04-03T16:04:39.823+08:00oh wellshow true can quizzes be?up to a certain extentperhapshad my nails doneroom packedbooks readdoing all those little stuffs this weekendand here i am now freedwith a set of vcdsand at the rate i'm watching themi'll finish them by tomorrow*laughsi'm home alone againat times i keep wondering if i'm living alone outsidei eat alonewatch tv aloneok let's take it that the whole family is inbut joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1112514162801149472005-04-03T15:42:00.000+08:002005-04-03T15:42:42.803+08:00You are a cat woman. You are independant and veryself-rigious. You have a mind of your own andare not afraid to show it. You tend to hideyour true feelings and get frustrated (easy).Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls onlybrought to you by Quizillajoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1112513842082385552005-04-03T15:36:00.000+08:002005-04-03T15:39:54.750+08:00You are an independent person! You can handleyourself and don't need a sicnificant otherright now. But you never know it might sneakup on you and you are so gonna get ticked whenthat happens so expect the unexpected. ^_^*UPDATED* What kind of love are you? ( COOL anime pics)brought to you by Quizillajoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1112325562227038512005-04-01T10:53:00.000+08:002005-04-01T11:19:22.230+08:00Happy April Fool's ki-ddos!April Fools used to be a happening event or perhaps dayback those days in schooloh mani talk like i'm some old graduatebut come to think of iti've graduated for quite some timebut this year's and last year's april foolshad been rather quietnono...last year wasn't that badi was working then and i still remembered howi was being bullied by 4 adults! argh! =)but i still joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1112010716476640562005-03-28T19:24:00.000+08:002005-03-28T19:51:56.480+08:00twitching eyes as the flood flows alongargh...had a read on dearie's analogybout love and shitinteresting i would saybut i would preferthe analogy of menstruationscux i'm flooding now andit feels like a piece of shitwhen ya trapped in this situationduring you final examsstressed with what ya gonna be testedand a blue-black nailresulted by the inevitable "obssession" of writinglove,like the time joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1111813302057137302005-03-26T12:34:00.000+08:002005-03-26T13:01:42.060+08:00just what the hell has it got to do with you?that's itbut i won't do such a thingthere'll be retributionfor my casei was reminded last nightby some jerks thati'll suffer from retributionsingle all the wayand i'll either end up withperverts or sunnybut i still love sunny loadshe's my only entertainmentin my whole lecture hall!he's the reason that brightens up my lectureor perhapsmy whole class'my joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1111755345042978332005-03-25T20:44:00.000+08:002005-03-25T20:55:45.043+08:00how do you usually strike a conversationon msnor via smshey, what you doing?i've been thinkingas to why people like to askwhat you doing?isn't that irritatingoh well!i make that mistake at times toobut i'm not like some peoplewho askwhat you doingseveral times withinan hour's conversation!i was like HELLO!since there's no commonor interesting topic between the two of usjust end itand stop making joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1111677750408395822005-03-24T23:03:00.000+08:002005-03-24T23:24:19.906+08:00exams are due next week and i have no ideawhat the shit am i doing here right nowsomehow someone reminded me that tomorrow'sgood fridaya holiday!greati lost count of holidaysbeen gorging myself on chocolates for the past weekand i had a sudden urge for ice cream an hour agoand i was longing for some tandoorithis afternoonhow niceand somehow i've been craving for KFCdon't laugh!when i told my joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1111503514132109332005-03-22T22:51:00.000+08:002005-03-22T22:58:34.133+08:00sometimes i just wish to be left alonei have only a pair of legsa pair of handsa simple hearti cant possibly attend to everyone of ujust give me a breaki'm trying my very best to smileand not offend anyonebut helloi'm not doing all the willingly oki'm obliged to do soif it was someone elsesomeone of importanceperhaps it'll be a different storyjust don't expect too much for mei hope u'll understandjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1111472185461940542005-03-22T14:08:00.000+08:002005-03-22T14:16:25.463+08:00so wellforget me nots had a promotionfrom a pictureto words that can be seenright from the very startoh wellxbleahx!from all these minor stuffssomehow i sensed thatyou,perhaps have changedwithin a few weeksor am i just thinking too muchshi wo xiang tai duo leshi ba?wo men bu ke neng hui dao xiang yi qian na yang le baren yu ren zhi jiande you yide gan qinghuo qu jiu shi ru qi de cui ruota bu rongjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1111405198605085822005-03-21T19:24:00.000+08:002005-03-21T19:39:58.606+08:00perhaps it's all just false hopeshow could i ever forgotand overlooked the nature of men!the nature of winningthat overpowering possessionfalse hopesto leave you in despairwhen you woke up from your dreamsleaving you strandedon the path of nightmaressomehowthere's this tiny little voicewhisperingconvincing me thatit's not just false hopesbut a path of hope?how contradictinga tiny hand pulling youjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1111141224747358972005-03-18T17:52:00.000+08:002005-03-18T18:20:24.746+08:00forget me notsforget me notsforget me NOTS!ARGH!change that pic!everytime i see that picturei.....*no commentsbut i shant pursue it further oni'm tired nowchatted on the phone till 3am for2 consecutive daysnot that badit keeps my mind off thinking somewhereplayed pool with J.hong yesterdaysince i had nothing better to dorather entertainingand i went out with my dear jas todayto studyoh welldidn'tjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110986179541938092005-03-16T23:15:00.000+08:002005-03-16T23:16:19.546+08:00joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110967642232875012005-03-16T17:43:00.000+08:002005-03-16T18:07:22.233+08:00if u think being sacarsticcan make me forget about what has happenedand in turn make me hate youyou are WRONG!since i can survived what has happened in the pasti don't think i will ever come to hate younever will i...caught a series of unfortuante eventsSUNNY IS TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCUTE!how adorablei love kids!*muackxjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110885831013343112005-03-15T18:44:00.000+08:002005-03-15T19:23:51.016+08:00great!i skipped econs lecture todayrevision lecture somemorebut i wasnt in any mood to attend lessons anywaythis morning i woke upfeeling lethargicseems that something is pulling me backperhaps i'm still unwellall was finetill a message got across mequeries in my headfeeling comforted in the heartwhy?i have no idea eitherperhaps i am not in the position to ask whyanywayplayed pool with ting, jie,joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110781817280394352005-03-14T14:07:00.000+08:002005-03-14T14:30:17.283+08:00school ended at 11 todayfate never crossedmet the girls todayor rather vivian and stephaniechatted for awhilebefore meeting my parentshaixhow nice would it be if si jie mei lives togethermaybe one of these daysthe four of us chose to be singleand we shall live together!and enjoy our high lifestylepampering ourselves*grinzbut i wouldn't mindif the four of us shares one husbanda rich oneof course!joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110728694458952172005-03-13T23:25:00.000+08:002005-03-13T23:44:54.460+08:00oh welltoday all of a suddeni was reminded of my age again*groansi'm SEVENTEEN!but that's not the pointpeople will normally exclaimOH 17 ONLY!SO YOUNG!like shit!there's this 1992 year old boychatting with me on msnapparently i thought he was probably in primary schooland much to my surprisei forgot he's in sec 2!bleahxand he talks like a kid la!he is a kidso am i!it's frightening to be oldcome tojoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110693103925911282005-03-13T13:50:00.000+08:002005-03-13T13:51:43.926+08:00i'm on my road to recoveryyeah!tomorrow if i'm fully recoveredmeans that i can go out again!cheese!kan kai yi dian de renhui bi jiao kai xinback to my old life le=)*smilexmissed the galsperhaps i'll be meeting them next weekjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110636765864917152005-03-12T22:11:00.000+08:002005-03-12T22:12:45.866+08:00it's been one dayno newsnothingcomplete silenceit wasn't like this last saturday=Xjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110635913571939702005-03-12T21:44:00.000+08:002005-03-12T21:59:33.353+08:00You Are Bold And BraveBut daring? Not usually?You tend to like to make calculated risks.So while you may not be base jumping any time soon...You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!How Daring Are You?You Are Somewhat HonestYou do tend to tell the truth a lotBut you also stretch the truth on occasionYou figure a little lie isn't a big dealAs long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110525672246509922005-03-11T15:11:00.000+08:002005-03-11T15:21:12.250+08:00i'm officially sickGREAT!with a sore throat anda runny nosei keep sneezingHELLO!is anyone cursing me that hard?or just simply miss me too much?bleahxit's been a long time since i felt so sickbad things do happen in a rowso that when ya sickyou can have something to occupy your mind?=Xand neh neh ask me why i never post his pic up!so i shall post it!neh neh is one shuai shuai!he's coming to ngee joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110449763528421002005-03-10T18:02:00.000+08:002005-03-10T18:16:03.530+08:00another day is goneby tomorrowmy PMS will be officially leaving mei'm sure i'll feel much better tomorrowoh wellskipped POA revision lecture todayand it's rather nice to realize thatthere won't be lectures next weekand that i haven't attendedmuch lectures this weekhaha...=)reached school about 10and tried to do my workin canteen 1observing peopleand the live radioand i realized that mass comm joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110372359695813792005-03-09T19:14:00.000+08:002005-03-09T20:45:59.696+08:00stuck in a dilemmawas the last best thingone would ever wanttaking things rather seriously these daysbleahxeven the bushy talk with class didnt help muchlaughing awaybut not to the heart's contentperhaps it's becauseof all the cascading issuesno matter how you try to escape from itit'll appear in front of youfrom this to thateveytime i try to run awaymy dear mum will try to remind meof all those joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110295043287246992005-03-08T23:13:00.000+08:002005-03-08T23:17:23.286+08:00today has been...no commentssunny was disgustingi'm totally disgustedargh!there's never a perfect clean endingto a playing startroads are rockyrivers are whinylife isn't a breezeso is the gameor rather the chapteri have no ideawhat will happen nextwe just have to see how it goesjust like what i always saytill thenwe shall seebut somehowi have a bad feeling about it*cross fingersjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110193905277667272005-03-07T19:09:00.000+08:002005-03-07T19:11:45.276+08:00perhaps it's just nothing but a dreammy own dreamtime to wake up girlgive you a kiss*muackxit'll be fine deit's not the first timeyou managed to survive the past onesthis one will be fine tooyou don't need someone to lean onyou'll be fine aloneperhaps...joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1110093214642218402005-03-06T15:04:00.000+08:002005-03-06T15:13:34.643+08:00i've been a great girl this weekendaccompanied my parentsmuhahaha...but i'm feeling bored nowhome alone! *sobxshould have went outto eat fei cui with them!and maybe get a complimentary webcamsighleave me alone at homewith nothing better to do! HUH!played gunbound since 1pmsince i'm kinda sick of crazy taxi nowi'm trying to find a new game to playbored...exams comingand i'm still rottingoh wellx, joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1109952675735724792005-03-04T23:59:00.000+08:002005-03-05T00:11:15.736+08:00just got homesent my brother offwellmuhahahahahaha!no one is gonna snatch anythingfrom me ANYMORE!well at least for the next 3 - 4 mthshe'll be off at englandthen off to boarding schooland finally off to sabah!muhahahaha!and with his constant campsbet he won't be at home for nights!YEAH!but i will miss himno one for me to hitto beatto scoldto slapto hug!oh man, where's my dog?joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1109699318873770932005-03-02T01:34:00.000+08:002005-03-02T01:55:20.093+08:00it's like 1 somethingand i'm not feeling sleepy at alli should be sleepyphysically tiredmentally tiredtests passing byprojects gone byi'm still mentally stressed outits kind of stressing whensomeone don't trust you at allnot as trust butholds a reservation against youor perhaps i shouldn't use the word againstit's too strong a wordi never expected things to turn out so dramatica total 180 degressjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1109600611776764342005-02-28T22:10:00.000+08:002005-02-28T22:23:31.776+08:00i've been busy recentlybut seriously i have no idea as to why i'm busy?bleahxecons paper sux todaydidnt manage to place full fledge of concentration on itand i didnt pay attention to those topics tested lato add on to iti was basically amazed by the thrusting tilli was busy laughing awayhahaxcant believe leon's so disgusting lai only mentioned about gropeand wahman mentioned about thrustingand joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1109476370929164332005-02-27T11:28:00.000+08:002005-02-27T11:52:50.930+08:00wow...time fliesi'm still assuming its friday todaywhen ta-dahit's SUNDAY!ding dong! yesterday was tiring!bleahx..went down before noonand rushed back home to take a napcouldn't sleep so i happily did the econs pptsometimes i just love ppt!but sometimes i hate them to the coreppt v amusing one!i was kinda amused when i wasfirst introduced MICROSOFT POWERPOINT!which was likeerm...7 years ago?ok..joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1109345665264907392005-02-25T23:16:00.000+08:002005-02-25T23:34:25.266+08:00today's dear's birthday!HAPPY MATURE 18!i have no idea whether it's a good thing or notbut hoped you enjoyed your day!i'm sorry i couldn't make it todaybut i know you understand deschool kinda sux day by dayprojects to be submitted one by oneexams collapsing against mesheet by sheetand i feel like a total piece of shitso many things to be doneso many thoughts to be sortedbleahx...today has been joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1109258063550902002005-02-24T23:10:00.000+08:002005-02-24T23:17:39.716+08:00BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!BLOGGER ATE UP MY POST!ARE YOU THAT HUNGRY!SHIT YOU!SHIT HIM!SHIT EVERYBODY!PLAY ME LO!hai joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1109083246647536872005-02-22T22:31:00.000+08:002005-02-22T22:40:46.646+08:00happy birthday KAITING!muhahahaha..now must be eating eating and eating lo!eat somemoreeat somemoretomorrow going eat againhahaxtoday was like ermschool's shortand there's no school tomorrowbut my whole class is gonna head downto holland Vfor a celebrationto celebrate we didn't win to-to?hahaanywaywahman thanks ar!your lunch treat was so filling!next time got this kind of lobang must call me joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108986206813015552005-02-21T19:08:00.000+08:002005-02-21T19:43:26.816+08:00tong hua li dou shi pian ren dewang zi han gong zhubing bu shi yi dui dei didn't know that you were so nice to meor perhaps so protective of meuntil todaysometimes it makes me think back on those dayshow you treated mehow you regarded methen i come to realize thatbeing your friend is much better offthanks reallythough i will try to be stubbornto rebuttto prove you wrongdeep down i understand yourjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108905616516478582005-02-20T20:50:00.000+08:002005-02-20T21:20:16.516+08:00i have no idea if my appearencehad caused a disturbance or perhaps a threati have no intention of doing socompetitionwell, i hate competitionsbut on the other handi don't deny the fact thatthe feeling of winning is greati'm just stuck in betweeni don't give a damn about winningthe sense of achievement isjust a moment of prideenjoymentlet's put it in this wayi'm more practicalor materialistic if joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108884603408816222005-02-20T15:26:00.000+08:002005-02-20T15:30:03.410+08:00how nice would it beif life is like taking a showerall worries all past memoriesbeing washed awaywith just a trickling of watergiving up everything for one personis it worth all that trouble?laughxwo zai xing fu de men waique yi zhi dou jing bu laii've not reached the door yetbut i've seen people waiting outsideyet unable to get inthat's a very sad thingjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108744789054706022005-02-19T00:37:00.000+08:002005-02-19T00:39:49.056+08:00i'm HUNGRY NOW!but i'm urging myself not to eat!i ate my dinner at 7 but i'm hungry la!bleahxmust have eaten too much vegetables!oh welli need a change in lifebut perhaps i'll still stick to this old lifeenjoy la...why push myself so hard...bleahxjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108638744360417192005-02-17T19:03:00.000+08:002005-02-17T19:12:24.363+08:00OH MAN!the toto results are out la!05 12 13 30 31 43additional number39sighx...i only had 3 numbers*sobxthere goes one less chance to stike the lotteryoh man...hahax...now have to depend on my classmatesto see whether they striked at least four of the numbers!hope that they did!PLEASE!we still wanna go HYATT and celebrate de!PLEASE!oh man...we arent greedy ladon't have 2.5 million also canjoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108546694017763872005-02-16T17:24:00.000+08:002005-02-16T17:38:14.016+08:00what's life like when ya 17?18? 19? 40?took a bus home todaywas thinking through lotsit had been a long timesince i took a bus trip - alonethought about the fog-ged futurethe windering pastand the routin-ed presentwhat i'm pursuing in lifewhat i'm looking forwhat i've missedi realizedi'll never find the keyright back to your heartafter these yearswhat's the useif you just appear every now and joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108384507529967282005-02-14T20:32:00.000+08:002005-02-14T20:35:07.530+08:00.....HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!i'm still pissed but i shall try to be happy with the balloons with disgusting nipples!thanks dear! and shi nian hao you!joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108382069204769912005-02-14T19:38:00.000+08:002005-02-14T19:54:29.206+08:00BLEAHX!SHIT THE TAXI DRIVERFUCK THE TAXI DRIVERWHAT THE HELL ARE TAXI DRIVERS DOINGTHEY THINK THOSE WHO TAKE CABSARE ROAD-IDIOTS!SHIT HIM LA!i'm not trying to condmen all taxi driversbut some of them are damn fucking irresponsibleand evil laCHEATERS!whats the problem with them?JUST BECAUSE I TAKE CABS DOESNT MEAN I DUNNO MY WAY ROUND SINGAPORE!HELLO!do you have to take the damn longer routewhen ijoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108275868009711392005-02-13T13:50:00.000+08:002005-02-13T14:25:16.843+08:00Eminem's Mockingbirdplaying repeatedly in the backgroundwhat's happiness all aboutthat song has a deep meaningbout happiness and lifeI can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laughI can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cryBut then of course everything always happens for a reasonI guess it was never meant to beBut it's just something we have no control over and that's joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1108006422231282492005-02-10T11:15:00.000+08:002005-02-10T11:41:18.746+08:00does anyone have any idea
what song is playing in the background
for the citi-gems advertisment?
haha..well, citigems looks nice!
after SK...
so i went to their website
http://www.citigems.com.sg
and ta-dah..saw lots of diamonds..
ranging from cheap ones to erm
well, tian wen shu zhi...
i shall earn my very first own diamond ring
oh ya and gals,
did u know that wearing a ring on your right joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1107867677524623312005-02-08T20:39:00.000+08:002005-02-08T21:01:17.526+08:00no school today...i didn't pon school
just that there were no lessons
i'm a very guai student de
wellx...my fingers are bloody red now!
*eeww...
i prefer rebx brown leh..
BUT suan le...
went nhss today
no point going back le
nothing to see
nothing to gossip
met muackxbaby
short lunch...
somehow or what
whenever i'm with them
i can imagine us in the 20's
i can imagine some of them becoming joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1107681310834452532005-02-06T17:07:00.000+08:002005-02-06T17:15:10.836+08:00muaaaaaaaackXx!
i'm such a nice young lady!
did housework for the whole morning
no wonder SUNNY loves me
the way i am
being his personal, private housewife
eew...i'm feeling rather tired yet relieved
that all housework is done
when.....
MEL STRIKES A BOMB!
*bleahx
i simply don't understand why
they love to use Chinese New Year as an excuse
to give us e-leaning work
which is like a pile of joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1107576183712188362005-02-05T11:45:00.000+08:002005-02-05T12:03:03.713+08:00失去的就不能挽回了吗
很多时候
很多事
人都毫无勇气去面对
毫无勇气去接受
去承认
人是脆弱的吧
身边虽有很多朋友
生活里有好多莫名的路客
但最终会想起来
还是单独一个人
人总是害怕失去
但他们可否想过
他们也曾离他人而去
也曾伤害过他人
虽事过境迁
伤痛将永远永远的被埋没在心里
若拿得起
就要学会放得下
你能忘记一切
将一切放下吗？
得不到的
人总是越想得到
难道越容易得到的
就不会真心地去对待
就不会好好地珍惜吗？
joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1107523508932767032005-02-04T21:11:00.000+08:002005-02-04T21:25:08.933+08:00my last paper ended yesterday
i was stuck with PMT (pre-menstrual test)
and i ended with PMS
hax..not funny at all in the single bit
yesterday was shan bday..
hoped that she enjoyed it!
18 years old..*sighx
today's my brother's bday..
he seems contented with
just a "happy bday" from each of us
and getting a pair of shoes
and a bottle that he can shoot others
he's 12 years old
by the way
it joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1107351275779116562005-02-02T21:30:00.000+08:002005-02-02T21:34:35.780+08:00what's broken can never be mended
time will, perhaps heal everything
eventually, scars will still be left
deep down behind
human beings
are constantly looking for a change
hoping the good will become better
the better will be the best
but has anyone
looked back at what we have done
to take the initiative
to place down that unreachable ego
to talk things out in nudity
apparently
it takes two joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1107349817302293532005-02-02T20:53:00.000+08:002005-02-02T21:10:17.303+08:00came home with an overloaded brain
stayed out to study
somehow only a portion managed to
enter that teeny weeny slot of my brains
to tell you the truth
its not being inflated by what's gonna
be tested for tomorrow
perhaps i always had exams luck
that neither failed me
nor brought me to greater heights
i should be grateful
that at least i end up with
respectable grades
sadly, i ain't
sought joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1107264033779438452005-02-01T20:39:00.000+08:002005-02-01T21:20:33.780+08:00inflationstaring into blankness
with a pile of notes begging in front of you
to just take a peek at 'em
the heart tells you otherwise
bringing you far far away
to NEVERLAND
inflation is caused by
the excessive demand over supply
that was rather,
what i concluded
why do people always have to demand
more than what one can give?
stop inflating me with
whys and questions and doubts...
to me, at the very joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1107153934037241442005-01-31T14:40:00.000+08:002005-01-31T14:45:34.036+08:00been busy for the past few days
shopping, singing, dreaming
had my accounts paper in the morning
goodness! its been more than a year
since i ever sat for a paper...
shall not elaborate on it
what's done is done
his footsteps were nowhere to be seen
been thinking about it for the weekend
his images kept appearing
perhaps you guys were right
he's a decent dude
amongst those i know...*bleahx
joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1106792963693654902005-01-27T10:18:00.000+08:002005-01-27T10:29:23.693+08:00thanks to xiaozhu ar
who are u huh?
he or she mentioned PASTA
and this very minute
i really feel like eating PASTA!
shit! pasta pasta pasta
argh! i feel like eating pasta from
PASTA CAFE!
if u think pastamania is nice enough
PASTA CAFE IS NICER!
joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1106658613475920422005-01-25T21:05:00.000+08:002005-01-25T21:10:13.476+08:00ohanaOHANA
means family!
wellx, i missed this phrase!
I MISSED SI JIE MEI!
i was reading a mag when i came across the
OHANA...
i still could recollect those days
when jas, me, steph n vian
recited the definition of OHANA
over and over again!
missed the gals!
missed those days!
missed time being alone!
missed time spent in nhss!
screaming, yelling, joking,
running bout the corridors!
joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1106533100355581902005-01-24T10:09:00.000+08:002005-01-24T10:18:20.356+08:00ding dong ding dong!
muahaha..i'm kinda tired but wells...
whole class went wahman's house yesterday
thanks to wahman ar..
me kaiting and yijie were stuck in the middle of still road
with heavy ongoing traffic!
and he made us walk two stretches of LORONG M!
worse than climbing up Ngee Ann's hill lo!
thanks lotx ar!
and the taxi driver!
CHEAT OUR MONEY! shit him!
anyway, yesterday was wahman's joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1106406001049591152005-01-22T22:56:00.000+08:002005-01-22T23:00:01.050+08:00met leslie and his junior mindy today
she looks sweet and pretty
those appealing freckles
and she has this interesting friend from BIT
edmund? eugene? no idea...haha
then I MET NEH NEH!
LINUS! although he claims he's ugly
but i think he still shuai shuai leh!
he might be coming NP
which is good! hahax..
make it real or take it all away?
hmm...makes me ponder over this new philosophy
had a nicejoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1106304066584496762005-01-21T18:35:00.000+08:002005-01-21T18:41:06.583+08:00changed my bloggie address
and changed the skin...
can you guys see the falling hearts?
i created this skin using an hour [for your info]
wells, just read dear's blog
she's kinda stress again
have no idea why
or rather the main particular reason
she didn't explain
but somehow or what
i guess she's tired of some stuffs
perhaps school politics?
family politics?
or she needs to be loved?
i can bejoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1106139273015794632005-01-19T20:49:00.000+08:002005-01-19T20:54:33.016+08:00fly kitei finally accomplished my long awaited wish
i flew kites today
with rebecca =)
it was very funny!
i believe most of you guys have heard
or seen kites being stuck within trees
and i can confirm, guarantee cum a CHOP
that you guys have never heard that a kite
could be stuck within the LRT station!
mine did
and it was nearly executed by the coming LRT train
but fortunately i managed to save my joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1105961790432764342005-01-17T19:33:00.000+08:002005-01-17T19:36:30.433+08:00THANKX ARtoday is monday
monday is a good day
look at rebx blog
mei mei...
look at her hair
muahahaha...mei mei la...
and today me, kaiting, rebx and yijie
ate ICE CREAM! $2.60 for 3 scoops
GOOD PRICE!
and thxs to MR FOO FANG MING!
he has my ideal laptop
he's been discriminating me
pouring cold water on me
and when i claimed that i'm just being natural
guess what he said?
NATURAL LIAR?
joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1105853045179927062005-01-16T13:18:00.000+08:002005-01-16T13:24:05.180+08:00human beings are vulnerable
we face changes
practically every single day and after
or perhaps every ticking second?
there are so many things happening
on the surface
or deep beneath humans' lies
some that we knew it coming
some which caught us unprepared
what can i say?
changes are so common and never-ending
that i'm basically numb to em
i really hope that
things may remain the way they werejoxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1105710387925519682005-01-14T21:40:00.000+08:002005-01-14T22:09:27.723+08:00we are such close friendsit was his birthday yesterday
i wished him
Happy 19th Birthday
he replied
we are such close friends
i knew you wouldnt forget
5 years of friendship
this was the only year i remembered his birthday
he jumped on me for forgetting it every year
but this year i reminded
and i received such an answer
should i rejoice
or should i let things be the way it was?
had haagen das today
since i had no joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1105365276946087572005-01-10T20:54:00.000+08:002005-01-10T21:54:36.946+08:00ding ding dongare human beings weak in nature
or life just ain't a bed of roses?
jia jia you ben nan nian de jing
today i heard two stories
that kinds of saddens me
always look on the bright side of life....
sing...
happy shalala, it's so nice to be happy!
joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1105255293999544262005-01-09T15:17:00.000+08:002005-01-09T15:21:34.000+08:00today is dear's birthday
yang wo de, known you for like 3 years le..
we've been married for 3 years too
and i lost track of the times we've been divorced
wei le ni, i gave up my youth
and had our beloved daughter , Christine
i've always been guilty about the fact that
i can't give you one "ben de chuan ren"
so i really hope that you won't take it to heart
with that, i wish you a happy M18 joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1105199632745118752005-01-08T23:44:00.000+08:002005-01-08T23:53:52.746+08:00i'm so tired!
i just got home after taking a long MRT trip
it's been quite a while since i took a train
and observe its commuters...
well, never expected to spend so much effort on CATS projects
CATS is like, just a crappy module
and my group actually placed in effort to make the artifact
to put it nicely, we spent the whole day making that
in actual fact, we were partying at jueying's house
joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1105100888914135092005-01-07T20:24:00.000+08:002005-01-07T20:28:08.916+08:00me s0 cleberding dong ding dong!
today's weather has been great
the sun's hiding behind the clouds
with the wind blowing
and i finally completed one skin!
check out this skin i made for my blog...
it's not very nice though
but...i MADE IT! using dreamweaver
it's considered a mission accomplished
i thought i'm only able to use FrontPage
however, i was totally wrong!
so what do you think of this skin?
it joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1104892647288366572005-01-05T10:12:00.000+08:002005-01-05T10:37:27.290+08:00pointlessmy presence is here
but my heart isn't
is there any point being here afterall?
perhaps the presence does help
is the one who is able to calm you down
by your side this very moment...
well, there's no point questioning anything
now, at this very point in time
hid myself with guilt yesterday
we are fortunate ba
we always take things for granted
we were never content with what we have
那时我们总有好多话 joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1104848482489713572005-01-04T22:18:00.000+08:002005-01-04T22:21:22.490+08:00she never expected her life to be that horrendous
was never ready for these changes
it all came in just a flash
just like the tsunami
killing softly
she missed her past
trying hard to love her present
fearing her future
joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1104756253325297352005-01-03T20:25:00.000+08:002005-01-03T20:46:20.096+08:00i was browsing through my brother's past entries
that i discovered
i kept my passion for the council burning. but deep inside me. i know. im tired. tired of having to think deeply bout wad i gonna do, wad i will do, and wad others will do. im sick. sick of my ep3. sick of the monotonous stuff. but i know, in my heart, this was the path i chose, and i guess i have to stick with it.
he sounds joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1104753519206692732005-01-03T19:52:00.000+08:002005-01-03T19:58:39.206+08:00happy schooling__today is the first day of school for primary school, secondary school and JC students
well, hope you guys had a nice day...
i believed my youngest brother had his!
the first thing i stepped into the house
he screamed "ISABELLE IS SITTING NEXT TO ME"
WOW! *applause *clap hands *wohoo
he has made tremendous IMProVEMEnT!
i had a wonderful day too...
too wonderful to be true!
i was so tired that i joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6225796.post-1104669868041772552005-01-02T20:43:00.000+08:002005-01-02T20:45:20.926+08:00i was browsing through other people's blog and i was simply so bored!
so i decided to take up a few quizzes..ta-dah!
You Are An Independent Girlfriend!Whoa, Ms. Independent! Your guy digs your modern style...
But he's sometimes left to wonder if you really like him.
Keep that unique spirit, but show him your love a bit more often.
No worries - you're light years away from smothering him!
What joxyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09503383231617084486noreply@blogger.com0